Some of my thoughts this evening....

Moving to a new place is not easy. For some it may not seem like such a big deal, especially since the new place is such a good place to be. And surely this new place I am living in is such a good place for me. Still my sleep is bad and I am tossing back and forth in the bed at night. My dreams is not really that bad but there is a storm taking place inside of me. I make the right and good choice and it feels so wrong. My feelings are screeming so loud and they don`t appreciate the choices I make. They just screem louder of how uncomfortable they are. I am confused and than I get a bit more confused. The lack of sleep I now have after living here for about 10 days do not make it any easier. I don`t think I have been this close to quiting for anything before. I will not quite but I can not keep on going unless I get some help. That is, without God`s strength I will collapse. At the moment it feels like I don`t understand nothing and I don`t really know what there is to understand. So thats whats on my mind tonight and I leave it to you. Always remember: God loves you and He will never forsake you, nor leave you empty handed.

Flytting og påske =)

So on friday I moved from one place in Stavanger to another. My mam came with her car and she packed my stuff into the car. I have to admit she was awsome! We drove three times to move all my things and I also had to pack alot of my stuff inbetween it all ;) The last time a friend of mine where going to help me. Her and her husband, but their babysitter got sick so she had to stay home with her babygirl but her husband helped us move my heavy bed and some tall shelves. It was really good that he came and helped us out. I am grateful. Saturday morning, after spending my first night in my new place, I stated unpack all my kitchen stuff, food and all. I also had time to unpack alot of my clothing before my mam came at 11am. I woke up really early, like 7-7.30. I also got to pack my suitcase so it would be ready to go home with my mam and I. So we went back to my old apartment and we cleaned it. My mam is really effective and I was working on half speed, really tired after yesterday and after a bad sleeping. Two friends of mine also came to help us out and I feel so privileged to have such good friends! =) After all that my mam and I went to my brothers place for some food. He is married and have to wonderful daughter`s and we had some fun with them before we had to go. Than we went to pick up my bike and we dropped it off at my grandmothers place. Than mam drove us home to her place and we were home at 11pm. So now I am enjoying having my easter break. I just a little bit time with my school books these last days and I watch some tv and I enjoy the sun. God is good! =)